Do I sink or do I swim?
Time check : 2.38am
Decided to start blogging again as I need a space to clear my thoughts.
Read through my old blog entries cause I have nothing to do and I don't wanna go to sleep. Realised how much I've changed, as well as the people around me.
I miss HM, especially how we were in secondary three. When everything was much simpler...
Ah and also some others too. Some others who are too busy with their lives to care about mine.
On the other hand, I'm very thankful for my guides, really :') Like how these dearies have always been here for me. How they'll always be there when something happens. Okay not just when something happens, but all the time :)
And the seniors as well. Like how concerned they were about our O's results and even took time out to meet us after school to give advice. Feeling really grateful for them.
Thankful for that few close friends too. Plz plz plz letz stay in contact even if we end up in different schools!!!!
I've been caring too much about how people will view me. What others would say if I did this. Or acted that way. What's making everything worse is that there's this huge load of insecurities which are constantly haunting every now and then. Sigh I'm too afraid to be alone. Even more afraid to open up.
Sigh alright no one fucking understands.
Hmm sorry for the abrupt startings and endings in this post..
NEED A TRIP TO USS SOON.
on 1/26/2012 2:50 AM
Gong xi fa cai ☺
Happy new year everyone!!! So how's cny for you so far! I didn't do much visiting this year cause we couldn't! So what I mostly did was to snack on those new year goodies, especially pineapple tarts. Hello to 85 calories x387827219 :) Met all those cousins + relatives whom I only see once a year. Pretty wasted cause I have around 12 cousins on my paternal side but we're not close at all!!! :( So it gets kinda awkward when we all get together! Went on board the singapore flyer with the family on the maternal side in the evening and got the whole cabin to ourselves hehe so the whole fam was busy snapping photos away. Decided to drop by chun dao he pan or river hongbao as what they call it (dafaq?!) since it was nearby. Remember always heading there every night on chu yi when I was still young~ Forever mad crowded!! So this was pretty much what I did for the first day! Haha hope you had a great new year :)
Anyway could you guys help me click on the ads at the side and bottom?? Pretty please and thank you so muchhhhhh! ;)
on 1/24/2012 3:26 AM
1) 3 LIT ESSAYS
2) 4 QUESTIONS OF SS SBQ
3) REACH SCHOOL BY 7 TOMORROW FOR CHINESE ORAL
Woohoo see how much I love school?? :)
Ok ok it's ok I can do this. Go jas go!
on 6/28/2011 9:50 PM
Catch a falling star
Y'know what? You're so unbelievably unreasonable that I can't believe someone like you exist. Sometimes, I'm so sick of caring about how people feel and think about me, especially when it comes to people like you.... Don't you understand that in life, things don't go your way all the time??
Sorry guys I just needed some space to do my ranting, I'm done caring.
Ok perhaps this is one of the very very few times when I actually typed out my thoughts without actually backspacing almost everything away and closing the whole tab :)
I'm okay, I'll be happy again when I wake up tomorrow :)
on 6/23/2011 11:53 PM
